I Hate That You Had to Leave Essay

I have thought things over more than a hundred times and maybe I might have been wrong, I can’t make out if you were right either. And am thinking what if one of us would have swallowed their pride and said a damn “sorry”..we’d probably be riding together till death do us part..

..promises meant nothing because you were too obsessed with fairy tales. I won’t lie I was caught up in the moment thinking bout me and you, a beautiful family, a couple of kids maybe and a few cars to my tag.. But I was too dreamy till hit me that even the blind dream of seeing and it’s likely that they do actually see in the dreams.

… You think you love, someone elsewhere thinks they love back and before you know it you both in “love” . People also think you make a lovely couple…
Am sure you didn’t see the “think ” part and I’d understand it cause have been there. …

I didn’t think when I saw you ,my heart felt it and am thinking it felt the wrong sensation cause my head wasn’t right.. Am not the type to admit to being wrong, am not the type to just move on after a bomb goes off, am not who I think I am.. I can’t decide when to listen to my heart and when to let my brain work …

And I blame myself for almost everything. My heart tells me I made a mistake, my brain’s laughing at me saying, “you should have thought bout it back then, don’t blame me! “..

.. Am trying to pull myself back together cause we’ve all made mistakes we live to regret. I mean ,whose had a perfect life? Which eyes haven’t cried yet?.. ..please show me a perfect life and I’ll show you a perfect mistake, show me a perfect love and I’ll show you a nightmare come true, show me pain and I’ll show you bruises of happiness…..
… I hate to say it but I wish you never left.